Its been 2 months since I left this blog and here it is, all dusty and.. untouched?
Nobody even knows I've come back to this blog. Reason why I'm using this old blog is because my new one is, well, dead. Thanks to that son of a bitch host that closed shop and destroyed my entire site.
Oh, the irony and agony. Oh well. Gonna make a new, proper one with my own money next time. So in the meantime, this temporary one will do.
NS was fun. All the laughter, physical training, psychological and mental conditioning.. I think I'll miss it. Plus I cried. Lots of times. For friends.
Ah, enough about NS.
Day before yesterday, something wonderful happened. God blessed me with JPA scholarship. Two days later, here I sit, still shell-shocked and speechless. On one hand, I'm thankful, and on the other, I now realise how enormous this is. My life is gonna change. My future.. everything.
Not to be dramatic or anything but I admit, I'm not one of those people you see everywhere, proclaiming their dream of becoming a doctor since childhood bla bla bla. Cause in my case, its not even true. I've never dreamed of becoming a doctor. I've never wanted to become a doctor my whole life. Until recently. So God is good, aiy? He poured His grace on me. Weee. Speechless, I am.
Dammit. For the next 8 years my life is gonna be grinding hell. Not that I complain, though.
I know some people will hate me for this. Lol. Who won't envy those that get JPA scholarship?
You reap what you sow. I guess its true.